Mood:  crushed out

And I am  tired of being starving because of not having time to eat a meal, or shop for toilet paper, or even go to church. I am tired of driving so fast to get here, and racing into my classes.

How on earth am I supposed to race over here after the heavy competition of sales at work 1 hour before my 6pm class in Math and study for this class??? This class is literally killing me, my heart can't ake this with my high blood pressure. i am really angry, because I can't read the book on Word because the glasses are really screwing up my eyesight to study for the quiz tommorow, and the quizzes are so confusing. My chest is just overwhelming me with pain and pressure. And I am really feeling overwhelmed, because I enjpy the computer, but I can't concentrate on any other classes because of all the stuff I fell behind on because of my son. I am really upset, I thought computers would be fun. But, it is endless work that takesd up all my free time. I don't get meals, I miss church, I can't go food shopping because of having to come to the computer lab, Saturday and Sunday. I am really furious. I am 50 years old, I work 50 hours a week, and I have creditors calling me every 5 minutres, I hate computers. It's not even fun, except tof Power Point. And I'm not even going to study for this test tommorow because I'll probably be in the hospital before I finish the class anyway. What the heck this is harder than Educational Psychology and all those papers, and Multicultural Education in the same semester and I nver felt like this kind of pressure on my body. I hate computers with a passion today.